since this year 2009,
I had faced many things that unexpected in my life..
I not really can faced them..
I really hate to be alone nowadays..
ESPECIALLY on the way I going to kl & coming back to sban..
cos I will starts thinking everything and everything bout my father..
This make me cry within a second..
I really hate myself being so weak..
I used to cried in front of my mom..
but..
now this wont happen again..
although when my father just passed away..
I din cry in front of her..
cos I don wan to make her more sad..
even I had failed my maths..
I just cried a few minutes & I stopped..
I know she very sad about my results..
She tried to comfort me don be too sad back..
I told myself that I will not cry in front of her anymore no matter wat happen in the future!!!