♥ Memories...

♥ Thursday, December 24, 2009

I hate y0u, Year 2009!!

Y0u bringing me a l0t 0f unhappy events and stuffs this year..

y0u als0 making me that y0ur are an unf0rgettable year..

I am living with full 0f sadness this year..

my tears alm0st dried..

This is the m0st unlucky year in my entire life..

Did y0u all know is there any pill 0r chemical can make 0ne pe0ple l0st their mem0ry??

i d0 wanna try it..

c0s i d0nt want t0 remember wat had happened these few years..

making me s0 stressful everyday..

i kn0w there are a l0t 0f friends supp0rt behind me..

i w0uld like t0 thank y0u f0r all y0ur supp0rt..

by the way..

Time runs fast..

It had been half year I studied at Utar and I am g0ing to be Year 1 Sem 3 student this c0ming January..

and n0w I am g0ing t0 welc0me a new brand year 2010..

I h0pe 2010 w0nt treat me back just like h0w 2009 treat me..

i als0 h0pe g0ing t0 l0ve 2010..

hehe..

merry christmas and happy new year 2010...

h0~h0~h0~

by makiyi-pohyee at 9:25 AM

♥ Thursday, December 10, 2009

I belong to me.. It's not that I don't wanna share my life with you, baby.. It's just that I'm the one I need to be true to.. And I won't give up me to be part of you.. It's not that I don't want to have you in my life.. It's just you gotta know that it's got to be right.. Before I open up my heart to you.. I don't need somebody to complete me.. I complete myself.. Nobody's got to belong to somebody else.. I belong to me.. I don't belong to you.. My heart is my possession.. I'll be my own reflection.. I belong to me.. I'm one, not half of two.. And if you're gonna love me.. You should know this.. That I belong to me.. I gotta let you know before I let you in.. That who I am is not about who I am with.. That don't mean I don't wanna be here with you, I do.. I don't need somebody to complete me.. I want you to know.. I'll give all my love but I'm not givin' all my soul.. I belong to me.. I don't belong to you.. My heart is my possession.. I'll be my own reflection.. I belong to me.. I'm one, not half of two.. And if you're gonna love me.. You should know this.. That I belong to me.. Love don't mean changin' who you are..To be who somebody wants you to be.. Nobody's got to belong to nobody.. I belong to me..

by makiyi-pohyee at 9:26 PM

♥ Monday, November 9, 2009

Does Best Friend Forever exist?? Can anyone tell me?? Can a friendship really maintain forever?? Or it just stay for a while?? What is friendship all about?? Is it really can share every moment that we went through before?? Can a friend to be trusted to share secrets?? Can a friend will never betray you?? Can a friend will never hurt you feeling?? Can a friend be loyal?? Or using each other to get benefits such as for love or money or sex or others?? Can you guarantee that when you in emotional, you wont hurt you friend's feeling?? Since I experienced so many kinds of friendship.. I learn to stay a distance from friends.. So I would not get hurt anymore.. Maybe others of you will say that I am running away from facing it.. If you din experience it, please shut up and fxxk off!! You don know how does it feel when your friend hurts you deeply.. When people boikot-ing you, you should thinks back what had you done.. Maybe you had say something that without thinking and hurts your friend's feeling so deeeeeply.. Maybe for you is just for fun or kidding but the others wont think like that.. I hate those people treat me like that... if you were the one, don blame me when boikot-ing you.. But if I had done something wrongly to you.. I am sorry.. Pls tell me about it.. Let me realize what I had done wrongly.. Misunderstanding will happen if you and your friends din trust each other.. And will brings end of the relationship with full of sadness and hurts the heart deeply.. It spends a lot of time to make a true friend and it just takes a few minutes to have misunderstandings.. So does it worth at the end??

by makiyi-pohyee at 10:40 PM

♥ Friday, October 23, 2009

两年前的我，

终是很讨厌下大雨，

当一下大雨就会闪雷，

当一闪雷我家的安全系就会跳电，

当安全系跳电，

我家就会黑暗暗的。

那时候的我，

很害怕，

因为那时候的我，

终是一个人在家，

爸妈都在中国医疗，

弟又在学校。

那时候的我，

就会开mp3听，

有时候我会很难过，

因为没有人在我身边，

当难过时候，

是就会掉眼泪。

两年后的我，

以然很讨厌下大雨，

可是现在的我，

有我可爱的宝贝陪着我，

可是我爸已不在我身边了。

今天的我还是很难过，

但愿我会更开朗。。

by makiyi-pohyee at 3:44 PM

♥ Monday, October 12, 2009

wahaha~
today I went KL find my colleagues..
Shmily brings me and angie back her hometown - IJOK..
we went see the fireflies..
wow~
they are so beautiful..
like stars..
den we went eat seafood..~crabs.. my favourite.. keke..
the next day we went to see monkey with Beckham's hairstyle..
haha..
those monkey simply take yours stuffs..
Ijok's have pasar petang don have pasar malam..
the pasar petang is from 3pm-7pm only..
cos they all need to go back eat dinner..
Ijok's peoples very rich de..
everyone there minimum have 2 houses..
and those houses are not that cheap..
a double storey house costs rm 200k++ and very small only..
for shops costs rm 400k++..
walao~
they all so rich..
Ijok don have anything..
but have alot of $$..
haha
i meet shmily's friends~
they are quite nice..hehe^^
now i had learned wat they talking in hokkien already..
and i learning how to speak now..
cos all my friends surrounding me are almost all Hokkien lang~
haha..
is a nice thing to learn other languages..
keke..

by makiyi-pohyee at 12:48 AM

♥ Saturday, October 10, 2009

I really let go of you already this time..

Cos you had became part of my memories..

And you're not that important as last time already..

Even though I saw someone related to you recently..

It just takes me a few minutes to think of you..

Nothing much can appear in my mind now..

Even though you standing in front of me now..

Nothing much I want to talk to you already..

Cos the feeling wont be the same as last time anymore..

So maybe just a "HI" and " BYE"..

=FRIENDS FOREVER=

by makiyi-pohyee at 2:27 PM

♥ Thursday, September 17, 2009

dear mr y,

one year had passed..

one year ago~

I'm so in love with you,

why cant u see me just standing in front of you??

why could you just give both of us a chance??

just a chance..

we haven try before, how you know what the result is??

maybe we don have the fate..

fate~

keep changing my life now..

really driving me crazy these few days~

until I don know what should i do now..

hope you happy ever after..

OH FATHER~

pls show me the way..

by makiyi-pohyee at 9:17 PM

♥ Wednesday, September 16, 2009

如果你不爱一个人，
IF U DO NOT LOVE A PERSON,

请放手，
PLEASE LET GO,

好让别人有机会爱她。
LET OTHERS HAVE THE OPPORTUNITY TO LOVE HER.

如果你爱的人放弃了你，
IF YOU LOVE THE PERSON GAVE UP YOU,

请放开自己，
PLEASE RELEASE YOURSELF,

好让自己爱别人。
LET YOURSELF TO LOVE OTHERS PEOPLE.

有的东西你在喜欢也不会属于你的，
NO MATTER HOW MUCH U LIKE SOME THINGS IT WILL NOT BELONG TO U,

有的东西你在留恋也注定要放弃。
SOME THINGS U ARE RELUCTANT WITH ARE ALSO DOOMED TO GIVE UP.

人生中有许多种爱，
MANY KINDS OF LOVE IN LIFE,

但别让爱成为一种伤害。
BUT DO NOT LET LOVE BECOME A HARM.

有些缘分是注定要失去的，
SOME FATES ARE DOOMED TO BE LOSE,

有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的，
SOME FATES WILL NOT HAVE GOOD RESULT FOREVER ,

爱一个人不一定要拥有，
LOVE A PERSON NOT NECESSARILY BEING POSSESS,

但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她。
BUT POSSESS A PERSON MUST LOVE HER WELL.

　　男人哭了，
GUY CRIED,

是因为他真的爱了；
BECAUSE HE REALLY IN LOVE,

女人哭了,
GIRL CRIED,

是因为她真的放弃了。
BECAUSE SHE REALLY GAVE UP.

如果真诚是一种伤害，
IF SINCERE IS ONE KIND OF HARM,

我选择慌言，
I CHOOSE TO LIE,

如果慌言是一种伤害，
IF LIE IS A HARM,

我选择沉默。
I WILL CHOOSE TO BE SILENCE.

by makiyi-pohyee at 5:00 PM

♥ Saturday, September 5, 2009

All this time I was wasting hoping you would come around

I’ve been giving out chances everytime and all you do is let me down

And its taking me this long but baby I figured you out

And you think it will be fine again but not this time around

You don’t have to call anymore

I won’t pick up the phone

This is the last straw

Don’t want to hurt anymore

And you can tell me that you’re sorry

But I won’t believe you baby like I did before

You’re not sorry no more, no more, no

Lookin’ so innocent

I might believe you if I didn’t know

Could’a loved you all my life

If you hadn’t left me waiting in the cold

And you got your share of secrets

And I’m tired of being last to know

And now you’re asking me to listen

Cuz its worked each time before

But you don’t have to call anymore

I won’t pick up the phone

This is the last straw

Don’t want to hurt anymore

And you can tell me that you’re sorry

But I don’t believe you baby like I did before

You’re not sorry no no no noo

You had me calling for you honey

And it never would’ve gone away no

You use to shine so bright

But I watched our love it fade

So you don’t have to call anymore

I won’t pick up the phone

This is the last straw

There’s nothing left to beg for

And you can tell me that you’re sorry

But I won’t believe you baby like I did before

by makiyi-pohyee at 6:59 PM

♥ Tuesday, August 25, 2009

today's mood is terribly bad!!

yesterday i felt down from bicycle!!

sucks!!!

i tot i can ride the bicycle with single hand and other hand take the umbrella since ystdy was raining day..

my leg bleeding..

and other leg full of 'hei ching'

walao

wat a bad luck!!

long time din get injured le

very painful..

but still need to tahan..

walao..

haiz...

by makiyi-pohyee at 9:30 PM

♥ Monday, August 17, 2009

DADDY~

It had been half year that u are not around me..

do u know how hard I living for this six months??

I really miss you..

miss you very much~

everything is changing now..

everyone is changing too..

I really hope that u 're still beside me..

cos

no matter wat happen,

i still have u beside me..

but

I know this wont be happen..

I MISS YOU!!!

DADDY~

by makiyi-pohyee at 9:44 PM

♥ Friday, August 14, 2009

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, She's upset

She's going off about something that you said

She doesnt get your humour like I do

I'm in the room, its a typical Tuesday night

I'm listening to the kind of music she doesnt like

And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts

She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers

Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find

That what you're lookin for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you

Been here all along so why can't you see?

You belong with me

Walkin the streets with you in your worn out jeans

I cant help thinking this is how it ought to be

Laughing on the park bench thinkin to myself

Hey isnt this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town

I havent seen it in awhile, since she brought you down

You say you find I know you better than that

Hey, Whatcha doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers

She's cheer captain and I'm on the bleachers

Dreaming bout the day when you'll wake up and find

That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you

Been here all along so why can't you see?

You belong with me

Standin by, waiting at your back door

All this time how could you not know that?

You belong with me

Oh I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night

I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're about to cry

I know your favorite songs and you tell me about your dreams

I think I know where you belong. I think I know it's with me.

Can't you see that I'm the one who understand you?

Been here all along so why can't you see?

You belong with me

Standing by or waiting at your back door

All this time how could you not know that

You belong with me

Have you ever thought just maybe

You belong with me

by makiyi-pohyee at 4:10 PM

♥ Sunday, August 9, 2009

today is the first time i watch movie at MBO..

wow..

tat place quite nice compare to tgv n gsc in sban..

i watched G.I JOE with wendy at nite..

tat movie u all should watch it..

damn nice^^

long time din see wendy le..

finally can see her..

hee~

miss ya^^

by makiyi-pohyee at 12:37 PM

♥ Saturday, August 8, 2009

haha~

today I went brought my stuffs at sban...

quite a lot of things to carried..

then I meet Weng Foo at Mcd..

wa~ so nice the mc chicken here..

the mc chicken at ipoh are sucks!! yuck!!

then we chat alot..

hehe~

by makiyi-pohyee at 9:31 PM

♥ Monday, August 3, 2009

In my class, there are different gangs between my classmate they all..

but I had joined a crazy gang!! yoe, josephine, kher cheen n yi pei.. haha..

wow!! they are very damn funny..

I reali like to make frien with them..

sat we went to kher cheen' house do mass communication assigment --->> magazine

wow.. her house reali big.. feel very comfortable in the house..

so wenyu fetch me go by kher cheen's mom's motor..

mayb i not that guan sitting motor ba..

i feel wenyu ride very fast..haha

then at nite.. we decided to go ipoh eat mcd!!

i reali miss mcd very much..

den we all went back home n bath 1st..

so i came back bath den eat chicken porridge..

we went there by kher cheen's car..

it takes almost 35-40 minutes to reach the mcd..

so I ordered mc chicken..

but the taste is not same with kl n seremban's mc chicken..

sobsob..

haiz..

y like that de??

today oso went to kher cheen's house continue the assignment..

we also done it finished at 8 smthg.. finally..

den we all go eat steamboat by josephine's car..

the steamboat cost rm 22 per person

quite expensive lo..

but nvm ba..

we oso already sit jor..

but the food there not reali nice..

this makes me miss the steamboat that i ate with shmily n bobo..

i very miss the delicious taste of mcd n steamboat ar..

by makiyi-pohyee at 9:17 AM

♥ Monday, June 29, 2009

today is sunday..

& is the last day i at my home..

today i went to lumut~kok's house..

my mom asked my bro-in-law who is a taxi driver fetch us go kok's house..

a long way to his home..

kok's house reali big..

his sister very cutie..

when i reached there.

i feeling tat i going to sick..

my troat very dry..

even i drink alot of water still like tat..

den i feel vey cold.. keep freezing..

damn lo

i reali sick jor..

at night..

v went to store buy some stuffs but i stay outside waiting them cos the store reali cold until my legs shaking..

after buying we went to eat dinner..

but i just drank milo..

kok keep asking me wat happen..

but i din tell him

duno y..maybe i think i will feel better later ba..

when reached his house..

he asking me whether m i fever..

den i told him, ya..

he take medicine to me..

during tat 2days reali damn suffer..

the nex day v went to kampar campus..

take the offer letter n find hostel..

later v went back...

i still freezing..

keep on eating medicine..

so suffer..

so sad..

my mom not besides me..

i reali cried tat time..

mommy not besides me anymore..

very homesick..

feel wanna go back home..

sobsob.. :'(

by makiyi-pohyee at 2:01 PM

♥ Friday, June 26, 2009

so today we all went to pj campus with momo's mom n sis..

we brought the form, fill in n submit on tat day..

on the way going back to seremban..

kok received a call from pj campus ask him to get the offer letter on mon at perak campus..

after kok.. den my phone rang n asked me to get the offer letter at perak too..

we were so shocked..

we din expected so fast approved..

pick kuan get foundation at pj..

so tat's mean only me n kokkok going to study in kampar..

haiz..

tot 4 ppl going together but at last only both of us..

wa...

reali rush leh..

today is fri jor..mon need to go kampar le..

all haven pack up yet..

too rush la..

sigh..

no choice..

by makiyi-pohyee at 1:54 PM

♥ Thursday, June 25, 2009

during all my friends preparing their stuffs for uni..

me n momo went back to kgv for counselling for the infomation of further studies..

ms lee recommend utar for us..

so she ask us to come on 25ofjune..

cos utar ppl are coming on tat day..

den v both decided to go thea..

v din expected kok oso come for info for courses in utar..

wow..

the guy~edison who explained to us bout the courses is so handsome..

his eyes lashes very long..

haha..

den i decided to take public relations course cos none of the others course tat i reali interested in..

so i went back n dicuss with my mom n bro..

act i reali very interest in baking..

but if i study baking..

i only will get a diploma certificate..

my bro scolded me...

y i wanna step backward??

go n study for degree..

den me momo kok n pick kuan plan to go utar pj campus to register..

by makiyi-pohyee at 1:43 PM

♥ Saturday, June 20, 2009

finally..

I really din get offer from local university..

and I really don know wat to do..

very blur..

I don hav plan B..

I am a failure!!

soo really don know plan to do wat next..

studying or working??

soo fan..

blur..

I know my mom very sad bout this news

cos all this time she stil expected tat I wil goin to university since I knew tat I couldnot..

she was very sad..damn sad..

although she din say so..

but i stil knew bout it..

cos i am her daughter..

i really stress too..

cannot sleep well eat well think well..

all my friends are busying going to uni but for me..

do nothing..

just keep listening them talking uni stuffs..

making me so zhi bei..

cos cannot go to uni..

by makiyi-pohyee at 9:24 PM